[Part 1] When I lost my virginity it was kind of subconsciously planned on my end but I didn't really realize that until my more adult years. Younger me was taught the birds and the bees story with Barbie dolls, at the Kitchen table after dinner time one night. After that, it was unspoken. Although there was this one time when my siblings and I were younger, very curious, and very rebellious, went snooping in our mom closet, and came across a collection of pornos. We were intrigued so we popped them in VCR player, oh the good ole days! We played it and realized it was that thing that our parents tried to explain to us, We were traumatized! Apparently too traumatized to put the tapes back, so we ended up getting caught, spanked and punished that night. I was always curious about everything, so curious that I stopped believing people's words and just started experiencing things on my own.
The day I lost my virginity was interesting because I didn't expect it but then again my spidey-senses were telling me, hey something might go down here. BE PREPARED SIS! So I did exactly that...
Back then I lived in the deep heart of Boston, Ma version of “the hood”. All type of cultures shoved on one street. An unsure idea as to what neighborhood to call this area. Rivalries on every corner. It was dangerous at night, so having someone that lived close enough to walk you home was amazing. He would walk those dark, scary nights with me, all the way to my doorstep, just to then beg me for a kiss.
We started spending every day together. Until one day he asked me to come over. So I did. My dad liked him, so I was okay with telling him where I was really going, and he was okay with allowing me to go.
I remember putting on my cutest underwear. Cute meaning some Target’s brand junior collection underwear. I don't even know if I really had boobs, so I might not have worn a bra, I’m really not sure. He only lived two minutes away, so in no time I was upstairs in his room. He’s was playing iCarly when he walked us in, hence why I made that iCarly reference in my video on 10 Tips For Losing Your Virginity. He quickly sat me on his bed and gave me a mini-tour of his room. Shoes here. TV there. Bed, well you’re sitting on it.[FUNNY]..he eventually joins me on the bed. After a few giggle and a few episodes go by, he stands me up, so now I’m facing him. He begs me for a kiss, in the same tone he would use after walking me home. I didn't hold back this time. I already knew what time it was the moment I agree to come over. We kissed.